A good person

 you're a good person.

you're not allowed to say what you think, what you truly feel, 

cause that only makes you a terrible, mean person

 who only thinks of himself.

,

And..

Don't ask me what's wrong again 'cause you know what.....?

I can't complain , 

I can't speak ,

 I can't cry ,

I can't smile ,

I can't pray ,

 I can't even breathe....

I'm deeply hurt..

and you don't get to blame me ever..for this.

SMS to pain

,Dear pain

,I'm impressed actually..you can really become unbearable even to me

.and I've been ignoring you since forever

But now I'm

..Pretending to be okay

I have to be fine immediately

..and it's not easy 'cause you're messing with me

so get the hell out of my head,,NOW

;)

.I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure "

.I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle

But if you can't handle me at my worst,

."then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best

Marilyn Monroe

...........

i found it among my favorite quotes just in the right time

:)

I'm so glad i did.

×_×

Nobody can turn my world upside down But You

..

وردة لونها أحمر

قررت الاستيقاظ من بياتي الشتوي..
ونسيان العواصف والثلوج والأمطار
وتلك البرودة القاتلة
سأستيقظ اليوم وسأرى الربيع ثانية
سعادة ممتزجة بابتسامات صغيرة وألوان كثيرة
1-9-2010

بس أول ما صحيت ملقتش
ولا ربيع ولا نسمة هوا..ولا ألوان كتير زي ما توقعت
هيا وردة بس لونها..أحمر
6-9-2010

..................

Remember ..that flower u gave me
in my 16th birthday
I'm holding it right now

it still smells the same..smell like you :)
everything else (except the smell) has changed

i can't feel you here anymore
i don't quit without fighting, you know I am a fighter
but i am too weak to stand a storm on my own
Really....I'm falling apart
and

I DON'T WANNA ANY HELP

maybe it's not your fault
you're not a doctor
to hear my heart beats so slowly
you wouldn't know
it's gonna stop in no time

it's not your fault that
you can't feel me anymore
you're not a sensitive machine
and i dislike talking


so take it easy it's MY FAULT!!


i can't blame you at all
I'm the one who's falling apart
and don't wanna be rescued


Smile like you always do..
cuz I lost that ability long time ago..
Don't be me



..............

My bad thoughts

Me : I've had enough..I don't wanna try anymore

i have a million reason to quit...but i can't find

one single reason to keep going through this..




M...: But there's one big reason

you are a fighter..you never quit..

you love what you are doing that's why

you will fight until you win the battle.




Me : I'm so weak... i can't fight even if i wanted




M...: weakness lies in your bad thoughts..

get ride of them and your power will be back



Me: wait i still need you here..

don't just turn around and leave me here alone

please!!

some hooooope!!!

I just need something to happen,

I need a sign that things are going to change.

I need a reason to go on. I need some hope!

And in the absence of hope,

I need to stay in bed and

feel like I'm going to die today...

All we can do is keep breathing

The storm is coming but I don't mind
People are dying, I close my blinds

All that I know is I'm breathing now

I want to change the world
Instead I sleep
I want to believe in more than you and me

But all that I know is I'm breathing
All I can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing now

All that I know is I'm breathing
All I can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing

All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing now

كل ما يمكننا فعله هو.. التنفس

If you let me go..I'll do it too

The worst feeling when you love them so bad
but they let you go
to win everything or.... to get nothing

correction

I think the worst when you see them walking away
and you just watch them
CUZ you don't want them to be hurt
but if they hurt you...why don't you hurt them?
tell me any answer exept _i still love them_ i beg you

forget about it and don't think of them...

I MISS YOU

°•..•° °•..•°°•..•° °•..•°

it feels like iam dying inside

i can't help it i can't even fight

here i am screaming ,crying all night

i wish i can let go but i can't, even if i tried

without you i lost my track

i can't go on, i can't trun back

they tell me be strong

I wonder how to do that

am waiting for you

when are you coming back.?

i don't wanna do this any more

i don't wanna be alone

is it too late to say it and tell you so

you're my only dream that ever came true

i need you to know i can't live without you

just so you know i truly miss you..

i believe everything happens for a reason.

people change so you can learn how to let go things.

things go wrong, so that you appreciate them when they are right.

you believe lies so you eventually learn to

trust no one but yourself

,

and sometimes good things fall apart

so better thins can fall together.