وردة لونها أحمر

قررت الاستيقاظ من بياتي الشتوي..
ونسيان العواصف والثلوج والأمطار
وتلك البرودة القاتلة
سأستيقظ اليوم وسأرى الربيع ثانية
سعادة ممتزجة بابتسامات صغيرة وألوان كثيرة
1-9-2010

بس أول ما صحيت ملقتش
ولا ربيع ولا نسمة هوا..ولا ألوان كتير زي ما توقعت
هيا وردة بس لونها..أحمر
6-9-2010

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Remember ..that flower u gave me
in my 16th birthday
I'm holding it right now

it still smells the same..smell like you :)
everything else (except the smell) has changed

i can't feel you here anymore
i don't quit without fighting, you know I am a fighter
but i am too weak to stand a storm on my own
Really....I'm falling apart
and

I DON'T WANNA ANY HELP

maybe it's not your fault
you're not a doctor
to hear my heart beats so slowly
you wouldn't know
it's gonna stop in no time

it's not your fault that
you can't feel me anymore
you're not a sensitive machine
and i dislike talking


so take it easy it's MY FAULT!!


i can't blame you at all
I'm the one who's falling apart
and don't wanna be rescued


Smile like you always do..
cuz I lost that ability long time ago..
Don't be me



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